I've been thinking a lot about what is going on in the world today. I've been thinking about where I live, my two children, and all the children I have taught throughout the years. I've been thinking about where I have come from in the wake of everything going on. I have been thinking about my friends of color who have struggled growing up in a world full of discrimination. My heart hurts for all of this.
I grew up in an inner city. I grew up knowing what it is like to be poor. There were so many times I felt left out or judged because of my economic status -- cue private high school and all that comes with that. In my adult life I have suffered set backs and disappointments I wasn't sure I would ever overcome.
BUT I have white privilege.
White privilege doesn't mean I haven't led a difficult life. White privilege means that the color of my skin has nothing to do with it. I was dealt a hand of cards that were unfortunate at times. I've suffered through job loss but I've never lost a job because I was white. I've suffered through bullying but never because of the color of my skin. I know that being white kept me safe and gave me privileges and opportunities to overcome those difficult times.
I have white privilege.
I can find foundation that matches my skin tone. I can turn on the tv and see my race represented. I can walk down the street without being called names simply because of the color of my skin. My daughter can find dolls that look like her.
I have white privilege.
Please know I see you and I hear you. I don't understand what you are going through because I never have gone through it but I am listening and learning. I am not sitting back in silence. I am educating myself, my children, my students, and my community.
As your publisher, know that I am going to work toward being more diverse. I am going to work toward making sure all races are represented. I am going to find resources that educate on racism and share them. I see you and I am listening.
Thank you, Macaroni Kid followers. Thank you for affording me the opportunity to help others have a voice.
Peace, Love, and Macaroni,
Nicole
